Technically a little less, but I'll allow for some delays.
I'm not as nervous as I'd thought I would be. I'm trying not to work myself sick over it because I am very, very scared. The thought of being put to sleep chemically is just very frightening to me. I know it's very common and very routine but ... I don't know. I just have a fear of dying and leaving my family. Wussy, I know! But it's always in the back of my mind.
I'm sure I'll be a nervous wreck when they wheel me into the OR. I'm hoping and praying for that miracle relaxant that I read about on the forums. :] It would be much appreciated.
So I have to be at the hospital at 530, which means I'll be getting up at 4. It's gonna be a looong day. But boy am I excited.
Anyway, wish me luck guys! (And by guys, I mean Chrissy. Because you're awesome and always are so nice and comforting. :D)
I hope to be writing in a few days after I cross over into band land!!
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